Flat on my Face

30 November 2018
I did it.  I failed and failed hard today. The kind of failure you only get when you actually try and go for it at a level where there is no other choice but either succeed or fail miserably.

The great thing about it is that I knew it was going to happen.  The moment I got this project it scared me to the point I wanted to turn it down but I didn't.  And no excuses. I tried to succeed. To the best of my ability, I worked on the project and worked hard.  I pushed myself and there was nervous sweat.  There were tears.  Especially as I was processing the failure.

But I am sooo proud of myself.  Really.  I've learned so much and my skills grew.  And next time, it'll be a little better.  I just have to make sure I don't squirrel in the corner to hide.  Just need to make sure there is a next time.

I feel satisfied in a way that succeeding on something that was super easy hasn't satisfied.

Don't get me wrong.  Failing sucks.  It's a blow to the ego. I feel like it's been tromped on by a child stomping and jumping up and down on it trying to snuff it out.  I don't like thinking about it.  I don't like knowing about a pending failure.  It hurts. And yet it makes us grow.

Isn't the saying, it's not about the failure.  It's about what we do with it and about it that defines us.

So, here's to laying the groundwork for success through many, many failures.  And here's to having the courage to go on despite it all.

Home Sweet Home

The long flight home was uneventful.  Thank goodness.  Back at LAX after customs

Waiting for a Lyft

After cleaning up and a short nap, there was a cast and crew screening of "UnCorked" an internet television series that I am in so we spent the evening watching.  A great way to end a long day of travel.

Home Sweet Home.

Venezia to Roma Travels

We left Venezia late and ended up on the last train to Roma.  This time taking a water taxi to get to the Venezia train station.  As I struggled to get my bag up and down the stairs of one of the bridges an Italian gentleman took the handle to help me and breezed it up and over and down without skipping a step. Quite impressive.  Grazie!

That train was delayed an hour while we sat on it.  That was okay by me because I finished reading The Martian and Mark Watley's adventures.  That book only took me three days to read during this trip.  Scott would laugh when I told him I needed to check on Mark Watley during our train trip or right before bed.

With the train delay we got in to Roma Termini after midnight and too late to catch the fast train to the airport. We ran around awhile trying to find out where the night bus was but one bus driver told us it would be better to take a taxi.  More expensive but more reliable.  We ended up at the hotel near the airport (another Mercure) and in bed by 2 AM after repacking for the States.  Our shuttle to the airport was scheduled to pick us up at 7 AM so were up by 6 AMish to get breakfast, check out and get ready for the day.

Here is a view from our hotel balcony...

 A view from the balcony into our room...

 Photos of our room

 Waiting for boarding at the Roma FCO Airport...

Last day in Venezia/Venice

We finished our trip to Venezia with a tour of the Doge's Palace.  It was raining but the inside tour was nice and dry.

The stairs up to the first room

Glorious ceilings of the palace

The armory.  The knights were my size.  I measured the ankle to the knee and it was the length of my elbow to the tip of my finger.  Then I compared it to my own leg and it matched.  They were short back then.

More of the armory

There's also a bridge from the palace to the prison across the bridge of sighs.  It gets really chilly in the prison.

Venezia Day 2

The second day was spent in Venice/Venezia instead of heading to the outer islands.  We visited the Vivaldi museum with it's plethora of interesting musical instruments...

Walked down some sidewalks that dead ended at the canal/laguna.

Tried to get a private tour of the astronomical clock from a personal reference Scott had gotten but we failed to get in touch with anyone so just a outside photo.

Our gondolier was pretty awesome.  He speaks six languages and was super nice and knowledgeable about the city.  He's lived here all his life and has been a gondolier for over 21 years.

It was raining but it was still a cool experience.  We took the short trip but it was worth it.  I noticed some gondoliers would just be on their phones the whole time not talking but our guy was interacting with us and really good.

He told us that there are over 400 bridges connecting over one hundred little islands.  Venice is not one island but a conglomeration of a bunch of islands brought together by bridges and that is why there are so many canals.

Venezia Night 2 Continued

Everywhere we've gone there have been really interesting chess sets in the shop windows.

Cats vs. Dogs was my favorite

Going back to our hotel we noticed platforms were being erected in the fog.

The platforms are for flooding.

Rain is expected and the entire plaza gets flooded when the laguna cannot hold the water.

Night 2 in Venezia

After Murano we decided to have dinner.  Just some random place.  But the food was YUMMY!

Cuttlefish (in ink) and polenta

King Prawns

Ponte Rialto Bridge

On the way back to the hotel, I noticed that I have shop here.  Who knew?

A Day in Murano/Venezia Day 1.

Beautiful glass in Murano

One of the canals in Murano

Sunset.  I did a time lapse but just thought I'd share a photo.

Ambulances & Emergency Room & Murano

So you can see the roads in Venice, I took a photo of Scott walking down one.  It's not an alleyway.  It's a road on the map.  DHL has a man in a uniform pulling a cart with packages on it.  That's how it is in Venice.  No cars can fit on these roads.

Thought I'd make sure I knew where the hospital was.  Here are a bunch of ambulances...

and this is the ER

Murano is an island just north of Venezia.  It's beautiful and full of glass factories.  We visited a bunch of shops and I got a paperweight for you, Cheryl, per your request.  Also, we went to the glass museum.

This was in the back of one of the factories.  In case you want to do any computations.  It's LARGE.

Gelato & the Most Beautiful Bookshop in the World

On the 20 minute walk to the water taxi we came across this...

...yes!  Puffo Gelato with a Smurf on it!  I don't know what Puffo means in Italian but I bet a lot of people try it just to see what it tastes like because there's a smurf on it.

A selfie shot down the canal...

One of many bridges and canals

Walking, we got lost.  And came across a self-proclaimed "Most Beautiful Bookshop in the World" so, of course, we had to head in.  Like the wooden crew shell with books inside?

It was right by the canal.  I could read a magazine or book and then walk into the canal...as long as I didn't trip into it first...

Venezia & Murano

Venezia is beautiful. The weather has been great.  No rain today.  Sun and no stinky water. 

We ran across the Institute of Science, Letters, & Arts and, of course, I had to get a photo.  (My family goes to places and tours Universities for vacation a lot for fun.)

The birds around this statue never left.  I think that's why he has white hair.

The gondolas are going.  A lot were sitting around.  It's off-season right now.

I'm told prices are lower too because it's off-season.  So, yay, for me!  We headed off to Murano after breakfast and a walk to the water taxis.

Trains, Stairs, and a Hotel

After a full day of walking around Firenze, it was nice to sit for a few hours on a train.  I took the time to nap & read about Mark Watney in The Martian.  We were tired but little did we know that was the beginning of a loooong trek.  Here is Scott at our transfer point for the train into Venice island.

After arriving in Venice, it was about 8:50 PM. It was dark.  Apple maps told us it would take us about 35 minutes to walk.  I don't think Apple maps took into account that we had some really heavy pieces of luggage.  I'm lucky, my luggage transforms from a rolling suitcase into a backpack that I can attach my little backpack to.  Thus, the Alice's Camel has two humps photo back in Roma that I posted.  Scott, on the other hand, has a standard backpack and a standard rolly suitcase that is filled with HEAVY stuff. 

If you don't know anything about Venice, let me tell you one thing.  It is not ADA accessible.  It was built before ADA accessibility.  So, any time you come across a canal -- and there are ohhhh sooooo many -- there are stairs up to the bridge and back down the other side.  Try hauling a heavy suitcase up and down over 13 bridges and you get some very tired people.  Mine was easier because it was on my back but the straightaways were harder for me than for Scott.  So it evened out.  We got to our hotel and our backs and arms and legs and feet were sore and sweaty.

Here's the hotel Scott chose.  I wonder if you can see a theme forming...

It's a cute and tiny room.  Very European in style.  Bathroom...

Closet area with a pocket door separating it from...

...the bedroom.

There's a tea and coffee corner one flight up and...in the corner of the hallway.  It's cute.
Breakfast is provided. :)